Does It Feel Like It?

(Sorry Bout The 30sec Clip, Will Fix Later)
This song is so close to the hears right now. I just got out of a relationship like 2 months ago and we was in love. Our love was so deep.....i don't know how it fell apart. But when it did it was over. No starting over, no nothing. Now i got a girl but its not the same. I say i love her but i do but i don't. I'm realize im just grabbing at anything that has a chance to be real. Is that wrong? I know im messing with people emotions...thats wrong. But i always find myself asking this question. Will I Ever Fall In Love? Do you ask your self the same questions?

Inspiration

O So' Krispie, a female recording artist, who you probably know her from the TLC reality show, R U The Girl. I absolutely love this girl. She gives me so much inspiration. When i was feeling down she sent me a message, i thought celebs gave their assistants power over their page, see what i know ha. She always speak her mind and she is so real. On her status she has right now, "An so it goes...leave people from your past in the past. God removes people for a reason stop putting them back in". She is so right.... i need to listen this advice.

My life is going so good right now...i just wish one thing would change. I wish you were here with me playing halo...that was corny but lol.

P.S. The Pink Album Is ON the way

New Music/ Girls ArE......,Sometimes, BackwardSS

Family Reunion - Kid Sister ft. David Banner

This song makes me forget about my worry's. Every time i hear it i don't care about anything. Kid Sis Feat. David Banner off of Kid Sisters upcoming album, Dream Date.

Why do girls go for "that" dude. The dude that touches all over them. The dude who speaks any kind of way. The dude who has no moral values. Then when they get hurt by "The Dude" they cry and get all stressed over somebody who from the beginning was screwed up. You cant change them...its high school. Kids be given us grown folks a bad name. These kids be doing childish things and the girls think its all of us who do those things. This is a message to dudes and girls. Girls go for a good dude. Not one who will treat you any kind of way but with respect. Dudes..grow up. Because all you doing is hurting these girls and hurting your self in the long run....sorry.

Just A Chance/Pimps & Sluts

You ever feel like if someone just gave you a chance, just a shot you know you will succeed. Its like me with this whole girlfriend thing. If you give me a chance i wont make you regret it.

High school is full of pimps & sluts. Everyone goes with everyone, everyone sleeps with everyone. Guys go wit a girl one week break up the next the get a new one. We are just passing the girls like a Frisbee. It makes no since at all. I feel that im smarter than everyone at my school cuz every single person is immature. I'm not saying im better than them im just saying why cant they think before they do their actions!!!

Check out my lame high school, Douglas Byrd High. Look at one parent wrote about our school. "This school is a disgrace. Doesn't deserve to be under the Cumberland County School System. I was shocked and appauled at the horrible teaching techniques. This school needs a lot of improvement." ... Read moreWait look at another one. "I am disgusted with this school's teaching techniques. My child was given a mandatory parental contact form for a science class which i was to complete and turn in to take place of a test score. Lazy! every class syllabus sent home in the beginning of the year had at least 5 grammatical errors on it."
Douglas Byrd has no moral values. Its stupid and full of kids. Im in math class and were learning about scatter plots...and were in the 11th grade. How stupid are we...but im going to rag on the school i go to in my next post...to be cont.

Think Before You Speak

This track something i need to do. I need to kill my old life and start refresh.

Its funny how you on this high then suddenly u can go to a familiar low. I always push people ive gotten use2. I just think they just supposed to come back. If you got something good cherish it. Do all the corny stuff if you have to but keep it going and never lose it. Today at school was crazy dude came to school drunk. Thats all i need to say ha. I'm going to do a long post 2morrow to make up for yesterday and todays post. Pray 4 me.

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New Commentary, Same Life

What sup yall its ya boy, Fiddle. I'm starting to get into this blog stuff. Because it let you really express yourself in a different way. Ive been doing this but to my friends. And I know they are getting tired of my problems. So i figured give my problems to the world ha. And this is where I'm going to tell the truth about absolutely everything. I'm going to post a song everyday because music is my life. So throwback joints and my favorite new song every other day. Don't worry guys your in the hand of, Fiddle.